so its been the first day of school, im was pretty drained as the day ended... i would say that my holidays have been pretty great, the first week drinkup with richard, nick, cindys and jane. some crazy night huh? (; the second week going to planetshakers was just awesome, wait..theres no words to explain how good it was :). it helped me and grow much stronger with god. sleepover at krystins house was damn hectic! sharades and chubby bunny :D!
theres been something on my mind lately..being confused, not knowing what to do. im not sure whether i should let go or not, or keep persisting. i know that i havnt been the greatest person to you, and maybe u dont deserve me. i once thought to myself, maybe i cant wait forever, i think i need to try forget you. but it didnt work out because i just avoided and ignored you like you didnt exist. i realised this just soon enough and i knew this wasnt the right thing. i was just trying to run away from the whole situation. if this hurt you then im sorry. i wasnt thinking properly.. i might have been cold at times, but that was just when i was confused. it might seem like i dont care at all, but thats not true, i care more than you'll ever know. i still do at this point. i still have these feelings for you and i dont know what to do now. we're just friends, and im happy that we are. i just wonder...what is on your mind? do you feel the same or not? i guess ill never find out..
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