it was just superficial.

zzzz feeling the anger and pain kicking in... feel so hurt

2011

2010 was the most intense year of my life, time to have a new start, remember the good memories and forget the bad ones.

This is what I feel

Someday you'll want to kiss me
Like I wanted to kiss you,
Someday you'll want to hold me
Like I wanted to hold you,
Someday you'll need me
Like I needed you,
Someday you'll say you love me,
Just like I told you several times before,
So someday this will all happen,
For now just know I'll say it,
I Love You

holding onto that small piece of hope..

everytime i see or hear your name, my heart sinks...

i want to wake up from this horrible dream.